6 July 2010, 8:12 pm
I'm just so miserable, and it feels like I'll never be happy ever again. It just seems like everything I want will never happen... I've always dreamed of becoming a mother, but now I'm having trouble getting pregnant because my cycles are so messed up (probably because I'm like 15 pounds overweight), and I just failed the last class I needed to graduate from college (and I lost my financial aid so if I retake it, I'll have to come up with the $1600 to pay for it out of pocket). Not to mention my friends all decided that drugs/alcohol should be the focus of their lives, my mother and sister are stressing me out to no end with their hatred toward each other, and my in-laws still don't accept me as part of their family (they don't accept our marriage or the fact that I'm still in college at my age, and they would freak out if they knew we were trying to get pregnant!) I just feel like such a failure, and that I'll never amount to anything. And it doesn't help that nobody seems to give a damn about me....... Read More »
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